A friend came to stay so I'm just getting over that. Maybe people staying is not my thing. I used to like the idea of visitors but now I kind of get sick of them. Another friend rarely has people to stay she says that's what she likes. This friend is pretty easy going but we stir up a lot of family issues together her difficult mother and mine etc. I feel this uneasiness with her like she is always nervous about being rejected which she has had a lot of in her life. But maybe that makes people reject you if you are always uneasy it makes them feel uncomfortable. Does anyone sail through life with easy relationships? Maybe not. Shouldn't worry about it the only clear view is the view ahead, turn yourself to face the oncoming time says Don Juan. Like all change easy to say hard to do.
The lorrekets are having a lovely time in the camellias this one was outside the kitchern window a very cheery sight in the morning.
We went to the open air opera in Sydney on Tuesday. Madam butterfly, lovely lovely. Cho cho San my mother had the camilla cho cho San its flowers were goblet shaped half opened, aptly named like madam butterfly's life. This is a crummy picture but you get the scale of the staging. It was a beautiful night so lucky as we have had so much rain. The harbour and the city looked beautiful.
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