karma

Its friday going for a surf this afternoon then work on Christmas eve and Christmas day yuck. I read this thing a nurse wrote that she was complaining about work and someone said to her you're a nurse you shouldn't complain, you are heaping up lots of good karma. Well lets hope so. We always say about the horrors that run the place what comes around goes around and its true. Which I think means they will get what they deserve. Only people dont really and it doesn't matter much. The longer you live the more you see that even the most favoured get thumped.
My sister is home from Saudi for the holidays and agonizing over a patients dentures she may or may not have lost. I said this is the kind of crap we have been trained to worry over all our lives.
It has been raining like a monsoon climate, well nearly so the gardens full of drought resistant plants must be suffering, my rainforrest garden has gone nuts so I've bought this long pruner a chain saw on a pole, I'm not supposed to use chain saws but too bad, might get my daughter to help, the co-ordinated one, its pretty heavy. Must do a little weeding.

update or die

Havent posted couldnt work out the changes in blogger, oh why dont they run a kind of web for oldies, that doesnt change all the time, cept no one thinks they are old anymore, 70 yr olds think they are 20. My daughter said the title, update or die. Its nearly christmas and we have the tree and presents, too many, through I havent bought much. My sister is home but she is in Sydney seeing the Picasso show, I will see it after Christmas. Ordered the meat today and did aquaroebics. Its nice to have a break from tennis and golf, had the parties. Just going to do the shopping this afternoon. We are working christmas so our Christmas will be on Boxing day which works out alright as the girls can go to their partners christmases and they can owe us one. Reading the Game of Thrones it is wonderful, on the last book now. You know when you know something will be really famous one day but you cant get anyone interested in it (early computing). Oh well their loss.
Christmas always worries me, the Christmas deaths. My father dies the week before Christmas and other worst things.
Underneath the dead
in street names.
and memory
Like a thief takes the living
and strips them of connection
Until the world is a grey evening
Longing longing for what is not
Or ever will be again. I looked for you everywhere
After you died
Grief is madness.

Sydney boho

We went up to Sydney to see Sydney uni production of Into the Woods, daughter's best friend in it. We love Sondheim and this musical probably the first. Everytime I see it I get more out of it. This production was so funny, the cast was all young so they bought energy and humour to it, a little lacking in the singing  but made up for in the laughs. A wonderful live orchestra and a theatre so small you could nearly pat the cow. We parked near the railway line and walked through the lovely terrace houses to King St which is the main drag. I wish I had taken pictures but I was feeling a bit off on the walk like I couldnt feel my feet weird and we hadnt had lunch so we went to nice burger place Moo, had lunch and then coffee at knitting and coffee place. She had stacks of Mon Tricot which was a French knitting magazine from the 70's which I finally sent away a sub for and they sent back they were closing which broke my knitting heart. She wasnt selling her copies but she said I could borrow them but I didnt like to as we live too far. I said you should get a photocopier and charge to copy patterns. I think it would be alright for the old magazines. I bought 2 new magazines, Designer Knits which I think is the new Vogue knitting and a Rowan knitting book, The Milk collection and a ball of wool for socks.
We saw the new Ikea store at Tempe was opening soon, it had the chairs in the window of the restaurant  what joy if they just had wool as well. We love Ikea, one of the tennis ladies has never been to Ikea I couldnt believe it. Might suggest it for our christmas outing.
When I first lived in Sydney Newtown was our town, its just up the road from Sydney uni was cheap and sleazy just the way you like life as a young one and interesting, migrants and migrant food we had never seen. We'd eat in a Lebanese place with all the lovely cakes and wonder why all these men would go past us upstairs and give us funny looks. Later someone told us it was a brothel. I would like to buy a house there but now those tiny terraces cost as much or more than our house. Still is it only for the young the excitement of the new and different?
My best friend just loves Sydney and aches to move back but I think it is being young again that she craves. I dont feel like that but I wasnt good at being young, but then not so good at being old. I like looking into worlds but I never feel part of them. Still fun to look.

a million things and nothing

Just on the veranda again with a little breeze with some chill in it. The weather is toying with us we are expecting warmth and summer, or at least spring and it gets cold again. Yesterday woke to tropical downpour. Such heavy rain, today all shiny and bright at first and now looks like a storm coming again. We are not the tropics but some times in the year we get rain like it. I guess thats why we have temperate rainforests here.
Have had my 2 days at work not too bad except for the usual mad new idea. They want us to walk around with hand cleaning stuff in a bottle attached by a carabiner to our pants nutty nutty. Most people are not wearing them. I gave mine away to one of the nurses who go out to the community because I like to use soap and water rather than the alcohol solutions and the charge sister took it off her. I'm laughing now at the thought of all this craziness that is humanity. We are deranged and there is no hope for us so we laugh. oh i forgot one of the girls said she attached it to one of those stretchy pens so it feel to the floor and trailed after her.
Oh another emotional mess about his family. I want a pig farm in Tasmania I want to be down a long road far from everyone talking to my pigs growing veg and flowers. I want to forget about age and death and humans. My husband says remember Monty Pythons hermits all in a row coming out of their caves greeting each other.

watching

We have some new shows which is good, "Breaking Bad" which is great season 3 or 4. "Getting on" which is the funniest show ever at least to nurses. I just googled it and it is described as a satirical British comedy based on a National Health Service hospital. Downton Abbey which is wonderful with Maggie Smith, great writing and a great cast. Dr Who of course, the new series wonderful and a great doctor. The Misfits is so funny and the In-Betweeners. Its nice to have some good shows to watch. we record them or buy the videos so we dont have to watch ads which have become ridiculously intrusive. Sometimes I forget which show I'm watching plus they repeat the same ad so many times in a night you begin to hate the product.
We have just finished watching the first season of THE GAME OF THRONES (HBO), I put this in big letters because I think this is up there with Harry Potter and Lord Of The Rings. It is stunning. I am reading the books up to the 3rd one and they are very good.
Dexter is back next month too. And of course the Champions League is back in full swing with all its talking points. Cheers!

Day 5 last day

We returned the car to our friends so we went by bus into Cairns and looked through the art gallery which is in a beautiful old building and had an interesting exhibition of clothing hippie era, and a pottery exhibit. We had a lovely breakfast at our new favourite cafe next to the art gallery and the walked around the sea front. Somehow, when we were there on friday, we hadnt seen the giant swimming pool with the beach like edges, people were sun baking on the grass around it. It was a lovely idea seeing the bay at Cairns is crap for swimming, a tidal mangrove swamp originally. Then we went to get a taxi back to the motel and wait for the airport bus and wait and wait and wait. We were getting worried but finally a taxi came and we made it to Sydney. Only part of the trip which was a pain, connecting taxis etc. We'd paid a lot for airport connection to home, they were late and wedged us 3 across the back of the limo very uncomfortable. Next time we are going to get those little hand luggage bags and go by train to the airport, more comfortable and quicker trip home. All up lovely holiday.

Day 4 to the daintree

Ready for some more driving. Normally when close to the Barrier Reef would never miss a trip to the outer reef, it is really a great wonder of the world moment when the tide drops and you can walk on beautiful reef in the middle of the ocean or snorkle or dive the side walls, its up there with the Grand canyon but I love it the best because I love to be in the ocean.
Having a car and the cold weather and rough sea and only 5 days we thought we will give the outer reef a miss and drive up the coast and see all the beaches like Port Douglas and up to the edge of the Daintree. Good decision as that coast was amazing the road goes mostly along the sea and it is a wonderful trip. Just that word Daintree evokes for my generation a magical place that was battled over between loggers and conservationists. I think the conservation people won, sort of but it looks like there are people carving out farms and houses on its edges. It is the largest rainforest in Australia. You feel its vastness and its life even at its edges. Next time we will stay at the lodge and walk in it more. They have an absailing run along the tree tops that would be great to go on. Where I live we have pockets of temperate rainforest and our suburb is on the foothills of the mountain so if we were aboringal we would be somewhere between salt water people and rainforest people. There are places that are more like home to you than other places. I can see why our friends feel at home in Cairns it is like a bigger bolder wilder version of our coast.
We drove as far as Daintree Village which is where the road ended at a river. You have to go up to Cape Tribulation to go up further. I would like to see Cooktown and Cape York but I think you need a four wheel drive for that. Must mention the cows they are Brahman cows and look a bit like Clem from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. So I kind of thought of them as being able to have a chat to. I went to take some pictures of them and they came over to visit at the fence, they look very smart cows. You can see why dairy farmers love their cows.